what's up sym? 1
I was gonna put this on my now but this makes more sense to be a blog post than a now update
mood: 
top three priories: tidying my room, rebuilding my website, living
watching: misc youtube videos, my holo love
playing: love and deepspace, makeroom
reading: too many things LMAO
at the moment
currently trying my best™
im trying to inch when I can in regards to having my life together, but I'm kinda behind.
my executive dysfunction has been REAL bad these past couple of months so I'm trying to work with it now that it seems the depression wave is moving.
one thing I really want to do again is draw on my computer. I've doodled here and there and sketched on paper most days lately, which I definitely missed, but I also have ideas that would be better executed on my computer lol
I wanna get back into projects in general but I know it'd stress me out too much so I'm trying to do things here and there
there's also some adulting stuff I need to take care of, but for right now, I'm trying to handle things in small increments so I don't get overwhelmed and have a meltdown. rome wasn't built in a day!
I hope I can get back on track and breathe again. it's just unfortunate that every couple of weeks I fall out of it and then it feels like it takes months to get back on the saddle. chronic fatigue will do that to you, I suppose. but at least I'm doing well at work! I might go back to school, we'll see. I'm making another blog post about that sometime soon cause I also wanted to ramble about that lmao
also as an addendum: I am STILL obsessed with lads and I've only missed ONE day since I started playing lol